Monday, August 06, 2007

Maturity.

Recently, I learnt much about maturity. God is simply a really deep God. Help me to think deeper each time something happen and I seek him. I've learnt to be patient and prayerful rather than jumping into conclusion. Given my choleric and melancholy nature, it's much easier for me to very quickly dwell in negativities. But security in God had really change me quite abit... and each time I decide to trust in God, he never fails to be faithful. And the amazing thing is, even times when I am unfaithful, God is still faithful. Not just this, but I also see how God is faithful to those we are faithful to him! There's always the ongoing battle against this negativites, if such battles burns calories, I would have been an 8. Speaking of which, I am skipping gym today! again. Rahs.. I think I shall go for a jog after I meet Gideon...

Going independent in my finances had made me learnt not to squander so much. ayes. Seriously, earning money is not easy. But I learnt to be less pampered and spend more wisely. I remember how Shirls shoved me away from a shop to stop me from buying implusively >.<
I really buy alot of useless things =.= I have always wondered why, finances seems to get ever tighter and tighter since I know God, but I guess it really helps met to understand not to take things frm granted. That itself is maturity. Aint it? haha

I was talking to Rachel Fong on Sat night. It was a long chat and I really enjoy it. We shared our hearts out and convictions. There's something different when talking to someone who walks closely with God and someone who don't. It's not a age thing but maturity. She commented that when I first come to church, my leaders never thought I was the "potential" one, it seems like I just wana come here and have fun. Haha.... I guess that's quite true. I gave many many problems to my shepherds then. I think the worst must be huishi and hammy. hahaha. Recently in a card Eevoon gave me, she wrote that she is very amazed by the miracles God had done in my life.

Wah.. note the word miracle.

Me, myself was one a terror. ^^

So, let's all jiayou in being good spiritual parents, never giving up on our sheep. For you never who they can be next time. =)

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